Whew! We survived!

Well we survive this last week, barely, but we did. Steve is feeling better, still in pain but better. His stomach problems were pretty painful for him the last week and still are. He probably enjoyed having a week of from any and all physical work around the house. I ended up mowing Saturday because he was hurting too much after watering earlier in the week. Poor guy couldn't even really pick Grace up and play with her like he did before, he was in so much pain. But I am proud of him, he is really following his diet well, no spicy foods, no caffine, no alcohol. Unfortunately he is still chewing, but hopefully he will give that up soon too!

We also survived the first week of all my daycare kiddos being back full time, plus one additional little one, 3 month old Sienna Rose. She is Jadon's little sister born on Steve and my anniversary, May 7 this year. Jadon has been with me since he was about 5 or 6 months old, he is exactly 3 months younger than Grace. He definitely has become like part of the family, and I have a feeling it won't take long for Sienna to feel the same. I already love her, she is a doll, a handful, but a doll nonetheless. We have had some good days, some bad days. We are all just trying to get back into a routine and get used to one another again. In the picture above left to right is Kadance, 19 months, Grace, 2, Sienna, 3 months, Jadon 2. Missing in the picture is my oldest, Kaia who will be three in October. She actually lives next door and her and Grace have become really good friends who will play together whenever they see each other outside.

We have started a new "preschool" program this year, just some ideas that I put together that I saw while looking around at preschool programs that you can buy. I put together a calendar that the kids can put the days and months on each day (they are velcroed) and it includes a place for the letter we will study that week, in addition to the number and color of the week. This is our second week doing it and the kids are kind of mixed in their reactions to it. Grace and Jadon love to do our lessons, they will sit and listen and color the sheets for quite a while. Kadance and Kaia will sometimes sit and color, other times they could care less. I don't expect too much of 2 year olds of course, but am glad to just get them introduced to the letters, numbers, and colors.

I hope to take some fun new pics of the kids this year to post, so keep watching out for the fun times that we have everyday!

A Hard day in the Weber house

We had quite a scare today. Steve started feeling very sick at work and almost passed out. One of his co-workers (thanks Tiff!) was kind enough to rush him to the hospital. Thankfully after several hours in the ER, lots of tests an IV and such, the doctors told him it was a severe case of gastritis, or an inflammation of the stomach lining. They told him this is caused by among other things, caffeine, nicotine, and alcohol-all three are his biggest vices of course. This is something that he has been dealing with for a while and it just has gotten more and more severe over time. He is going to visit his regular doctor tomorrow, but the ER docs put him on a bland diet and told him to quite all his vices. Obviously this will not be a very fun time, but hopefully this is something we can stick to.

I was terribly worried about him and wanted to meet him at the hospital, but unfortunately was not able to because I had a houseful of kiddos. Thanks again to Tiffany for taking him and staying with him while all the tests were run and keeping me abreast with several phone calls to try to alleviate my worries. Something like this really makes you stop and think and appreciate what you have. All I could think of was, what would I do without him? I really have no idea, I don't even want to think about it. But thankfully the diagnosis wasn't worse and is something that can be treated. It will be hard, but these are health changes that should be made anyway so we all can live healthier, happier lives. Thanks for all the prayers, please keep it up, he is going to need all the strength he can get while he makes these very necessary changes to his lifestyle.

Amazing things in my life

So I was just looking and watching and playing with my little girl today and realized she's not such a little girl anymore. She's potty trained and such a big helper. She doesn't want my help with anything anymore. "No, mama, me do it" is her newest thing to say. She has to go potty herself (and when she wants to), washes her hands herself, brushes her teeth herself (tho not as well as I would like her to, at least she is trying I guess). She also insists on getting the diapers for my daycare kiddos. She will actually get angry with me when I do it.

I have had such a stressful week this week (as had Steve) but we still managed to have some great family time together last night. We took Gracie to the fair. Steve won her a little stuffed monkey and I took her on the carosel though she wouldn't ride on the horse, she just held on to the post with me holding her. I just think about what a great life I have. I have a wonderful husband who works hard to provide for us so that I can stay home and raise our beautiful little girl who amazes us everyday with all that she is learning and doing. For a while I was so upset at the thought that we might never have another child. But I realized this week that it may be better if we don't have another one. I have been extremely stressed this week caring for the 3 month old that just started with me and I think about how it would be if I had another one to care for 24/7. Not that it would be terrible if we did, but I just really am enjoying Grace and spending time with her and just being her mommy. I think it would be so much harder to be a great mom if I had another to care for and split my time with. I greatly admire the women who have numerous kids, they are my heros. I also pray everyday for my friends that have struggled with fertility issues, between not being able to get pregnant to not being able to carry a pregnancy to term, it happens all too often these days and my heart goes out to those women who haven't been able to experience this wonderful gift from God. I just hope that they all realize that even though they may not be able to physically carry a child, there are so many wonderful kids out there for adoption that need good homes provided by women like these who have so much love to give. Please know that all of you are in my prayers.

Well enough of my rambling thoughts here. God bless!

Still doing good

So Grace is doing great with her potty training. Today she only had one accident. She may wake up wet tomorrow though because she just wouldn't go potty before she went to bed tonight. I think she just didn't want to go when I asked her to. She just wants to go when she wants to, it's a control thing. She always wants to be in control of everything. She constantly gets mad at the daycare kiddos if she wants them to play with a certain toy and they don't want to. She doesn't quite understand that she can't make them do something that they dont' want to do.

But she is doing great and we are so very proud of her!